The Emotions Library project is a collection of stories related to the emotion(s) we experience. Stories bring meaning and clarity, helping us understand our feelings better. We do this so everyone can access knowledge, gain emotional literacy, and develop self-awareness. Today, we’re diving into an emotion that can be especially tough to deal with: abandonment.
Abandonment—whether from a friend who drifts away, a partner who decides to leave or even just that sense of being left behind—hits deep. It’s one of those feelings that can leave us feeling small and unsure, even when we thought we were secure. The sting of abandonment isn’t just about losing someone important; it’s about what that loss tells us: Am I really enough? Was I ever important?
But as tough as it can be to face, this feeling points us in a direction of growth and self-discovery. When we start to recognize abandonment for what it is—a signal that we need connection, safety, and a sense of belonging—it gives us a chance to build something new.
Story: Feeling emotionally or physically deserted by someone important.
Impulse: Seek reconnection or shut down emotionally.
Etymology: From Old French abandoner, meaning to relinquish or give up.
Purpose: Abandonment signals the need for belonging and emotional security.
Emotional Regulation and Journaling
In partnership with Calm3D, we invite you to explore emotional regulation through journaling, offering a safe space to process and understand feelings of abandonment. Journaling brings clarity to complex emotions, allowing you to find peace and self-compassion as you transform feelings of abandonment into healing.
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Reflective Questions
Here are some questions to guide us in making sense of these feelings and finding a way to reconnect with ourselves and others.
What would reconnecting with someone or with yourself look like?
How can you give yourself the sense of security you’re missing?
What steps could you take toward building new connections?
Let’s explore how, with a little patience, we can transform that painful feeling into a stronger connection with ourselves and others.
Feeling Emotionally or Physically Deserted
Let’s imagine Sarah, a young professional who moved to a new city for work. As she settled in, she met a friend named Daniel, someone she quickly grew close to. For Sarah, who’d always been a bit shy and reserved, Daniel was a beacon of comfort and familiarity in an otherwise overwhelming environment. But one day, Daniel told her he’d be moving out of the country for a new opportunity.
In an instant, Sarah felt herself slip into a sense of abandonment. She felt deserted, emotionally and physically, and her impulse was to shut down, to retreat into her apartment and avoid building other connections. The sense of loss made her wonder if she could trust new relationships, or if they would all eventually dissolve just like this one.
This scenario isn’t uncommon. The feeling of abandonment is something almost everyone experiences, often starting in childhood. We may experience this feeling in varying degrees, from subtle doubts in friendships to painful relationship breakups. Yet, by exploring its roots, we can turn abandonment into an opportunity for growth and greater self-understanding.
The Impulse to Reconnect or Shut Down
The impulse to reconnect or shut down often arises powerfully when we feel abandoned. This sense of abandonment tends to trigger a reflex to turn the pain inward, blaming ourselves and questioning our worth.
When that happens, we tend to go one of two ways:
Trying to Reconnect at All Costs: Some of us feel the urge to chase after that connection, to keep it alive no matter what. We may replay conversations or reach out to keep the relationship afloat. While this can sometimes repair a bond, it can also feel like we’re putting all our security in someone else’s hands.
Closing Ourselves Off: Others feel the need to retreat, to pull back from future connections and protect themselves. Shutting down emotionally can feel safer, but it also keeps us from making new connections, leading to even more loneliness in the long run.
The question becomes: how do we meet our need for connection and security without giving up on ourselves or relying too much on others?
The Origins of "Abandon"
The word "abandonment" originates from the Old French abandoner, meaning to relinquish or give up. This etymology captures the profound sense of loss and isolation that abandonment often brings—it can be both a physical and emotional experience. Abandonment may arise from situations like being left out, being replaced, or feeling unworthy of love and attention. It’s a common part of the human experience, yet its complexity makes it challenging to process.
Understanding the word’s origins sheds light on the depth of abandonment in our lives. It reminds us that abandonment is not merely an emotional response but often has physical and mental repercussions, such as feelings of anxiety, fatigue, or a sense of insecurity. Recognizing the multifaceted nature of abandonment is crucial; it pushes us to confront and process our feelings, allowing us to work toward healing.
In Sarah’s case, abandonment wasn’t just a reaction to Daniel’s decision to move abroad—it was a complex, personal response. This loss led her to withdraw, hesitant to build new connections for fear they would also end. Her experience highlights how abandonment, often rooted in early feelings of being left out, replaced, or unworthy, can manifest in subtle doubts or profound relational pain.
Yet, by examining the roots of abandonment, we can transform it from a source of pain into an opportunity for growth. For Sarah, recognizing this feeling can become a turning point, allowing her to build resilience and develop trust in her ability to form meaningful, lasting connections—even when life shifts unexpectedly.
Building Emotional Literacy: Understanding Abandonment as a Feeling
Emotional literacy is our ability to identify, understand, and express our feelings in a way that helps us make sense of our experiences. When it comes to abandonment, emotional literacy can be a powerful tool in transforming this painful feeling into something manageable, and even insightful.
Understanding abandonment doesn’t stop at knowing we feel hurt. Emotional literacy involves breaking down abandonment into its layers, which often include:
Sadness: the sense of loss that comes with someone important moving away, emotionally or physically.
Fear: a worry that this will happen again, or a belief that we can’t trust others with our vulnerability.
Self-Doubt: the questions that arise about our worth—Did I do something wrong? Am I not good enough?
With emotional literacy, we can start to see that abandonment isn’t just a giant, overwhelming feeling. Instead, it’s made up of several emotions, each telling us something different. For Sarah, for instance, acknowledging her sadness without judgment lets her grieve the connection with Daniel. Recognizing her fear shows her that she might benefit from slowly opening herself to other people again. And by understanding her self-doubt, she can start to remind herself that Daniel’s departure isn’t a reflection of her worth.
Finding Purpose in the Feeling of Abandonment
If there’s one message abandonment is trying to tell us, it’s this: you deserve security and belonging. Often, we don’t recognize that the sense of safety we’re seeking can be found within, and in a web of healthy connections, rather than in one person alone.
Abandonment reminds us of our core need for connection and security. Rather than pushing away these feelings, viewing abandonment as a signal allows us to use it as an opportunity for self-discovery. It shows us that while others may sometimes drift away, we can nurture connections rooted within ourselves and foster meaningful relationships by embracing vulnerability and patience.
So, for Sarah, what if she allowed this feeling to guide her toward new friendships, activities, or habits that could help her feel rooted? It wouldn’t replace the bond she had with Daniel, but it could open her up to relationships that bring support and comfort in different ways. It’s about learning to hold onto herself while reaching out to others.
Reflective Questions to Help Us Navigate Abandonment
Feeling abandoned is hard and can bring up a lot of self-doubt and insecurity. When someone important leaves or lets us down, it’s natural to wonder if we’re not good enough or if it’s safer to close ourselves off. But these tough moments can also teach us a lot about ourselves and what we need. Asking ourselves a few simple questions can help us understand our feelings better, feel more secure, and start to heal.
Here are some questions to guide us in making sense of these feelings and finding a way to reconnect with ourselves and others.
What would reconnecting with someone or with yourself look like?
How can you give yourself the sense of security you’re missing?
What steps could you take toward building new connections?
Final Thoughts
Feeling abandoned can make us want to close ourselves off, but it’s also a chance to step forward and reconnect—with ourselves, with others, and with what we need to feel secure. Just like Sarah, who learns to open herself up to new experiences, we can use this feeling as a reminder to seek out support, whether through friends, routines, or a stronger sense of inner resilience.
If Sarah’s story feels familiar, Emoli Cards might be a helpful tool for you too. They’re designed to help put words to those hard-to-pin-down feelings and give you a better understanding of what you’re experiencing. And if you’re looking for a deeper level of support, booking an Emotions-Based Coaching session could be a great next step. Together, we can work through those emotions, helping you build more self-awareness and resilience along the way.
Remember, this feeling is just a signal—a reminder to create the security and support you truly deserve. Your path to healing and feeling grounded starts here.
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